Let go.

No matter how much he keeps you expecting and no matter how much you love the idea of you and him together, the cheesy things you daydream about will never happen if there’s always going to be another girl better than you. To him, you’re just the one he’ll wonder where to place in his perfect, perfect life. His second friggin choice and that’s all you’ll ever be. Forget the fact that you got him first. She’s smarter, prettier, awesome-er than you.

She’s way too better, so obviously he chose her. Yet he still does things that make it impossible for you to hate him. That’s the thing about him, you think. He just doesn’t know what he wants. He is with this girl yet he keeps giving you the hope that he also likes you.

Why can’t he just leave you alone, right? Why does he have to keep you hoping when he’s already with someone else?

And after all the thinking, finally, now you realize something about him. He’s selfish, he’s a jerk and, hey, you’ve been right all along: he’s just not man enough to fill the spot of the guy you’ve been waiting for all your life.

So let go. You’ve already wasted almost your whole college life for him.