Saturday, August 15, 2009

Confession Number Three

I just turned eighteen a few days ago.

But I don't feel like writing about that just yet.

Actually, I need to study for a lot of things right now.
But whatever. I'm the world's greatest procrastinator anyway.


So yeah. I was just lying on my bed a while ago, when I remembered a conversation:

(A group of friends having Ice Cream together after class)
"Jeahan, what's your dream guy like?"
"Huh?"
"What's your dream guy like?...tell us...we all know you're so good at this."
"Uhh...umm...what? me?" (long pause) "I have no idea." (smiles sheepishly)
"Yeah right. You're not sharing again."
"Really. You guys...why's the spotlight on me again?"
"Tsk. Jeahan."

I may have been imagining to be Cinderella all my life, but I tell you right now that I wasn't lying during that conversation. I may have this dream of meeting Prince Charming someday, but honestly, I have no idea what he's going to be like.

So for the first time ever, I'm going to try to get a glimpse of my future to see what my dream guy is like and type it all down here.

How's that? :)
Alrighty then.
Concentrate.
Concentrate.
Concentrate some more.

There you go.
Oh my God. The most handsome creature ever created.
My Prince Charming. My Dream Dude. The person I have been waiting for my whole life.

I can see him at the other end of the road. I think I'm about to cry.

He calls my name.
and I smile.
because it's really, really him.



  • he looks at me the way the guy looks at the girl in the movies. the melting stare that expresses a thousand feelings. it's like magic.

  • he watches the sunset with me.

  • he runs after me when I walk out because of arguments that occur between us.

  • he gives me a hug that says,
    I'm going to love you forever. That's a promise.

  • he holds my hand tightly when he knows there's something wrong and I'm not ready to talk about it just yet.

  • he does a Mr. Bean impersonation. makes a complete fool of himself. but he doesn't mind.

  • he talks to me about his family.

  • and then he listens to me when I talk about my family.

  • he is not afraid to show me that adorable boy within him.

  • he says all the right things when my day gets tight.

  • he is silent when he knows that I am right and he is wrong.

  • he changes my life without having to take my naiveness away from me.

  • he eats healthy and does not skip meals.

  • he knows how to spend his money wisely, not splurging it over useless things.

  • he can hang around with CHILDREN all day long!

  • he never gets tired of talking to me.

  • he notices and appreciates every single thing I do for him.

  • he remembers all our moments together.

  • he can never stand seeing me suffer.

  • he goes to the library not because it's cold there, but because he actually takes time to read some books there.

  • he doesn't really care that I don't have Jessica Alba body.

  • he cries. and he's not afraid of showing it to me.

  • he talks to his friends about how much he sincerely loves me.

  • he understands me even during my taray moments.

  • he tells me without hesitations what he thinks about the way I act around him and other people.

  • he waits for me outside my classroom until my class is over.

  • he is such a good friend to everyone.

  • he is man enough to say those sweet words each time he gets the chance.

  • he slow dances with me even without the music.

  • he treats me like the princess I most definitely am not. he makes me feel like I deserve to be treated nicely.

  • he loves challenges.

  • he understands Cinderella language.

  • he shoos away a lizard when I'm already dying by the mere sight of it. he does that even when he's consumed with something like a computer game.

  • he stargazes with me.

  • he reads and understands the Bible and talks to me about it.

  • he knows his purpose in life. he donates the money for his birthday to the poor.

  • he helps me face my fears.

  • he personal calls me at the dorm and surprises me with a melted choco sundae.

  • he lets me talk all day without seeming bored.

  • he thinks maturely about his actions.

  • he teaches me how to drive and does not spoil a word to my parents.

  • he watches chick flicks with me.

  • he has completely fulfilled God's promise to me.

  • he makes me realize that the very long wait was worth it after all.

  • he knows exactly why I am typing down these things. and why I believe in fairy tales.




so there goes my Prince Charming of the future.
isn't he just amazing?

I am about to become the luckiest girl in the world.
I. Can't. Wait.
:)



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